two springs ago

the picture was taken end Feb 2009. or could have been taken today. nothing's changed. i'm wearing same clothes, regardless of all the pretty new dresses that happened since then. spring's on its way. the sunlight pours over and through. my hair's still red. i love you just like back then, two springs ago

there's nothing here to throw away

photo by Anni Leppälä

http://www.helsinkischool.fi/helsinkischool/artist.php?id=9001

walking in Springtime without you

Is like carrying a bee-hive inside

Heavy and bulky

like desire

Soaked in honey

like desire

Humming and sturring and stinging like desire

ready to break through

into the spring and into the light and into the hearts of the flowers

Yes Yes

when God created love he didn't help most
when God created dogs He didn't help dogs
when God created plants that was average
when God created hate we had a standard utility
when God created me He created me
when God created the monkey He was asleep
when He created the giraffe He was drunk
when He created narcotics He was high
and when He created suicide He was low

when He created you lying in bed
He knew what He was doing
He was drunk and He was high
and He created the mountains and the sea and fire at the same time

He made some mistakes
but when He created you lying in bed
He came all over His Blessed Universe.

Bukowski